*CoNfUsEd???

Another day another obstacle. Why is life so confusing and why is it so hard? I hate the way nothing can ever be clear in life. there are so many things i want and very few ways to get them. So many feelings inside me and i don't know how to deal wit them. So many people to please and i don't know how to make one person happy without getting another mad? Have you ever felt that no matter what you do or how hard you try its just not good enough, well that's how i feel most of the time and i wish it everything can be allot clearer.


Anyway yesterday was the super bowl and although i had a good time, it couls have been alot better. I liked both teams eaqually but i really wanted the cardinals to win. I was pretty excited when they came back from a 13 point slump, but then they decided to let the steelers make the game winning touchdown... THAT WAS PRETTY GAY!


So what else can i say i am stuck in a world which at this point is very hard to keep up with thanks to the messed up economy and lack of needed help. I really try and i really wish i can do more for myself, my family, and they community, but onfortunately my resources are limmited.
Sometimes i think i do not have what it takes but i refuse to listen to that because i know i have some specail hiiden talent that i can use to strive forward and succeed. I mean doesnt everyone?
Hopefully soon things will start lookin better for my future and if not well i won't know what to do. Ill be even more confused lol. Ithink thats it for now, so "THAT'S ALL I GOT TO SAY ABOUT THAT" as the great forest gump would say.

peace out... gazer bay bee