WHHAAAAMMMM.....

its going down...


life is life and no matter what you do you cant change most of the things that happen in it. for instance your for sure going to go through some problems,your going to get hurt, your going to be happy at a point, and eventually you will die. So no matter how hard you try you just cant change that.

so life is alright for me at this point in time.. I'm still job less but I'm still trying. I'm still single but hopping that Will change soon. I'm not as bummed anymore and I'm hoping things will get allot better. On the bright side what needed to be said has been said and all my feelings are out. It may seem pretty gay but it feels good to have them out. So now that you know how i feel there is nothing left for me to do but wait and see where life takes me?


..... oh and BTW I'm finally going to finish my tat tomorrow lol its going to hurt but FUCK IT THUG LIFE


good night to all.. gazer baby!!

WTF...

Do you ever wonder when its time to to just give up or just keep trying? Well I'm now at that point wtf.. I do all that i can for this person we been making progress lately things been getting better. Its slow progress but I'm not complaining because something is something. If you ask me she should be as happy as i am bout this just the way i am.

Instead of seeing all that I've been doing and all that I've been trying to do for us she still seems LOST. I am really lost dude all i did was try why are u still tripping accept the fact that we are moving forward even if it is as slow as a snail.. love takes time it shouldn't be rushed. Would you rather be moving backwards or not at all? We have come a long way from back in the day till now. We have had our ups and downs but doesn't everyone?

I don't know if you know this or not but I'm not the type of person that likes to be told what to do or get rushed. So basically slow your role and let me do what i do. Ill work my magic eventually like i did the first time. Stop getting mad over things that u don't need to get mad over and everything will go allot smoother.



Only Time Will Tell... *OG GAZE ONE*

UUsssEEDD..

Why am i so nice to ppl..? I am usually not a very social person and its not hard for me to get along with others its just i usually choose not to. As for the very few ppl that i agree to let in to my circle of friends i usually am a nice guy to until i am betrayed or find out that i was misled. Sometimes instead of just dropping that person from my social life like i should, i keep that person around because i know the true person within that individual although it may not be there anymore i still believe that the true personality can come black and if not then OH well. There are times where the most nicest ppl in the world have totally flipped i wont name any names but yeah i mean the last person in the world that i would ever expect to do some foul shit actually does and it hurts me because first impressions are the most important and i know better then to judge the nice ppl by their screw ups but that's just how i be. I really dont know what else to say its like sometimes i just get USED?



..Till Further Notice..


G.A.Z.E.R

*CoNfUsEd???

Another day another obstacle. Why is life so confusing and why is it so hard? I hate the way nothing can ever be clear in life. there are so many things i want and very few ways to get them. So many feelings inside me and i don't know how to deal wit them. So many people to please and i don't know how to make one person happy without getting another mad? Have you ever felt that no matter what you do or how hard you try its just not good enough, well that's how i feel most of the time and i wish it everything can be allot clearer.


Anyway yesterday was the super bowl and although i had a good time, it couls have been alot better. I liked both teams eaqually but i really wanted the cardinals to win. I was pretty excited when they came back from a 13 point slump, but then they decided to let the steelers make the game winning touchdown... THAT WAS PRETTY GAY!


So what else can i say i am stuck in a world which at this point is very hard to keep up with thanks to the messed up economy and lack of needed help. I really try and i really wish i can do more for myself, my family, and they community, but onfortunately my resources are limmited.
Sometimes i think i do not have what it takes but i refuse to listen to that because i know i have some specail hiiden talent that i can use to strive forward and succeed. I mean doesnt everyone?
Hopefully soon things will start lookin better for my future and if not well i won't know what to do. Ill be even more confused lol. Ithink thats it for now, so "THAT'S ALL I GOT TO SAY ABOUT THAT" as the great forest gump would say.

peace out... gazer bay bee

blog spot??? meerrr...

Yo what is this? I really have no idea, but what i do know is that I'm pretty good at expressing my feelings. I have always known about this but never really cared too much for it. Thanks "Laurenzy" for introducing me to this, i actually think its kinda kool. It all started wit clicking the link to your blog spot from your yearbook account.


Lol? So just wondering whats on your mind and curious to know whats going on in your head, I decided to start reading. Call me noisy if you please but, I do care enough to find out and this is a site for the public to read... so technically I'm not noisy! Just wanted to get that out, oh and btw if your reading this... YOUR MOM IS BLACK!

So there are alot of things that I read on your blogspot that you kinda forgot to mention, but its all good im sure we will get around to talking about it very soon. I Look forward to reading more of yours blogs and learning more about how you really feel. I also look forward to writting more on this site its a good way to express my feelings without talking to one specific person, and besides its better then the violent way that im use to lol.



P.S How do i get friends and stuff??
.... DUDE TEACH ME!!....

pEACE.. gAZER26..